Ben's Posts - Saviors of Saviors of Earth 2009-08-06T19:39:05Z Ben http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/profiles/blog/feed?user=2pjbk9v9bbo8l&xn_auth=no BESIMI'S ADMIN JOB INTERVIEW tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-05-09:2827019:BlogPost:14793 2009-05-09T16:05:29.538Z Ben The Besimi job interview<br /> <br /> BRAD: So, Besimi, it was brought to my attention that you want to become an admin.<br /> <br /> BESIMI: Yes, bra………… :) :) :) That IS CORRECT, my lovely friend……….<br /> <br /> BRAD: Very well. Would you be so kind to answer a couple of questions so I can determine whether you’re admin material or not?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: I truly resonate with your question, bra :) :) :)<br /> <br /> BRAD: Okay then, let’s get this show on the road! First question: Suppose I start yet another online scheme like expressionofsoul in a&hellip; The Besimi job interview<br /> <br /> BRAD: So, Besimi, it was brought to my attention that you want to become an admin.<br /> <br /> BESIMI: Yes, bra………… :) :) :) That IS CORRECT, my lovely friend……….<br /> <br /> BRAD: Very well. Would you be so kind to answer a couple of questions so I can determine whether you’re admin material or not?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: I truly resonate with your question, bra :) :) :)<br /> <br /> BRAD: Okay then, let’s get this show on the road! First question: Suppose I start yet another online scheme like expressionofsoul in an attempt to make easy money and end up taking it offline when it isn't profitable yet after a week? (after all, that’s how I roll!)<br /> <br /> BESIMI: I will immediately stop promoting the site, never mention your umpteenth failure again, and pretend it never existed in the first place, lovely friend : ) : ) : )<br /> <br /> BRAD: Outstanding! Next question: what will you do when members start asking me confrontational questions?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: Criticizing the creator of SOE is not permitted. Only unconditional love is allowed. Everything that could tarnish your reputation must be removed; everyone who doubts you must be silenced. Of course we will never flat out say this. In the event of someone confronting you, I will first wait for you to reply with standard excuses such as “What I said was only my personal truth, nothing more” and “I never forced anyone…” Then I will step in, state that the problem is now resolved and that there is no need for the post to stay up (not even for future reference when new members have similar questions or doubts). When the original poster objects, I will bend and twist the community rules in a nonsensical and confusing manner to get rid of the posts and/or the original poster. As soon as the incriminating post is deleted and those responsible banned, you can carry on with making videos and posting blogs where you say things like “this is 100% true” and “such and such WILL happen, guaranteed!”<br /> I will never give direct, honest, clear answers to members who express doubt or concern. We are impalpable. :) :) :)<br /> <br /> BRAD: Oh my, I believe my teats are stiffening. Let’s continue. What if I criticize others and openly question the validity of THEIR beliefs and personal truths?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: You are Brad the Creator and thus allowed to do, say, and claim whatever you so desire.<br /> <br /> BRAD: Good! Good! I really resonate with everything you say! I’m lactating here! God, how my bitch tits have grown. Sitting in front of a computer for almost eight months straight has sure put a dent in my once fine physique. I am so glad I hung on to that ten year old photograph to use on several of my profiles. After all, just because I am with Miss Kerry now, doesn’t mean I’ll stop trying to impress more versatile members of the female sex. Anyway, back to the questionnaire. What if a member suffers from a serious disease, refuses to seek medical attention (in all likelihood because it’s often mentioned on our site that doctors cannot be trusted – we allow people to say such things), and asks the community for help?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: I realize that such a situation could put you in a tight spot because that person might expect from you to use the healing powers you always claim to possess. Such a situation confronts the community members with a reality they’re trying to run away from. Thankfully, most members will simply ignore the request anyway, but just in case, I’ll create a diversion by quickly posting a couple of new blog entries about chemtrails and the illuminati.<br /> <br /> BRAD: But what if the person asking for help mentions that he or she already IS undergoing treatment at the hospital?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: In such a case, we needn’t ignore the request. We'll simply tell her we will send him or her healing energy. When the person indeed is cured, we’ll boldly claim it aren’t the hard-working doctors but the SoE community that deserves full credit.<br /> <br /> BRAD: Yes! Yes! We’re almost done here, Besimi. What if one of our members turns out to also be a member of our enemy, SoSoE, and starts rattling the cage?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: They get banned, that’s what! :) :) :) I guess you could compare it to a member of a vegetarian network who has joined a site for the promotion of meat consumption and actively promotes and supports more meat consumption. That’s how simplistic and black and white it really is!! You’re either with us or against us, to quote another NWO leader - George Bush. You can’t be a member of SoE <i>and</i> SoSoE. We have no use for SoSoE-ers opening an account here and giving us their opinion.<br /> <br /> BRAD: Very good! And then what?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: Then I’ll open an account at SoSoe and spend as much time as possible giving them my opinion. Hypocrite? Natch!<br /> <br /> BRAD: You truly understand what we are all about, Besimi! Final question: being a watchdog and running a fascistic site is a time consuming task. Can we count on you to be here 24/7?<br /> <br /> BESIMI: You sure can! :) :) :) Like all SOE admins, I find my domestic life unsatisfying. My kids and wife know better than to bother me :) :) :) They know daddy has no time to work or spend quality time with them…….. being an awakened lightworker who tries to make this world a better place requires sitting on my ass in front of the computer screen every waking moment!<br /> <br /> BRAD: Besimi, welcome aboard! THE CULT OF BRAD AND TONY tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-05-09:2827019:BlogPost:14630 2009-05-09T01:51:49.103Z Ben Hi Folks,<br /> <br /> Lousy blog title, I know, but what can you do...<br /> <br /> Been lurking the last couple of weeks as I am preparing a 4000 word article that will appear in a Dutch newspaper (for obvious reasons, I cannot say which newspaper here). The article will focus on the phenomenon of internet cults and consist of naming a bunch of them, stating why to stay far away from them. In the case of SOE these reasons are: deception, misinformation, lies, hypocrisy, fascism, and a complete lack of responsibility&hellip; Hi Folks,<br /> <br /> Lousy blog title, I know, but what can you do...<br /> <br /> Been lurking the last couple of weeks as I am preparing a 4000 word article that will appear in a Dutch newspaper (for obvious reasons, I cannot say which newspaper here). The article will focus on the phenomenon of internet cults and consist of naming a bunch of them, stating why to stay far away from them. In the case of SOE these reasons are: deception, misinformation, lies, hypocrisy, fascism, and a complete lack of responsibility to its members – some of them obviously mentally instable and in need of help. In other words, SOE is a textbook example of a cult that has become the very thing it says it is against. One of the reasons my editor-in-chief gave the article the thumbs up when I pitched it, is last week’s attempted attack on the Dutch Royal family, which took the life of seven bystanders. The assassin was a socially inept, unemployed hermit who lost touch with reality. A similar thing could be said of several SOE-members (just read SOE’s ‘introduce yourself’ section which is full of stories by people who are obviously confused, lost, and desperately looking for meaning and a ‘sense of belonging’). Some of these people could very easily become a danger to themselves and/or others (especially when more spectacular “prophecies” fail to come true) and need help instead of being allowed to keep their inner time bombs ticking. We are currently in talks to also produce public announcement “infomercials” for television; these thirty second clips will urge people who feel down on their luck to seek help through regular and reliable channels, instead of putting all their hope in seedy communities like SOE that will only further remove them from reality and a fulfilling, socially active life (though, of course, SOE won’t be named).<br /> <br /> I see that Tony has opened a “talk to SOE-admins” group. What a waste of time as Tony’s contemptuous, hypocrite answers consist, per usual, of repeating the same things over and over again (he sure has a fondness for statistics). There is no use whatsoever to debate with Tony as, in spite of what he says, it is so very, very clear that he is Brad’s attack dog, always seeing to it that his Master’s reputation shall not be tarnished, no matter how respectful the criticism is presented. But whenever Brad himself steps “out of line” (like when he openly ridiculed Kerry’s husband), SOE-members turn the chat into a foulmouthed orgy, or when SOE-members rounded up on their old pal PufnStuf using profane language and even wishing him dead, Tony conveniently is and was M.I.A.<br /> <br /> There is no reason whatsoever to engage in debate with Tony, for he is now a New Word Order fascist. No clear or honest answer will come from Tony as he is playing a perverted and corrupted political game… his answers to your sincere and concerned questions are not necessarily meant to convince you, but first and foremost to convince HIMSELF that, goshdarnit, SoE IS a site of love and light (remember how the SOE member who came down with swine flu got ignored and shunned by the others? O-oh, reality comes crashing in, let's look the other way and post more blogs about illuminati and chemtrails!) Tony will do everything he can as an admin to keep his own allusions alive. I hope more and more SOE-members will start asking critical questions and start to realize that Brad is running bullshit central. When more and more of them start to speak up and express their justifiable concerns, Tony will no longer be able to sweep it all under the rug.<br /> <br /> P.S. it makes complete sense that Besimi has been accepted as a member of SOE's admin group. After all he's one of those die hard SOE-ers who'll swallow every crazy thing Brad feeds them and cheerfully ask for seconds. I'm sure it also helped that, like Brad, Besimi is someone who largerly ignores his children and wife because daddy is busy saving the earth by spending every spare minute chatting and posting on SOE... The Ultimate Feel of Living adventure Day 2 tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-03-13:2827019:BlogPost:7057 2009-03-13T22:15:11.652Z Ben Welcome to Day # 2 of The Ultimate Feel of Living adventure! I’m Brad Johnson, your host with the most.<br /> <br /> The sheeple are not cut out for this life of danger, excitement, and freedom. But you, my dear friends, are Lightworkers and I can be your guide to living life as we’re meant to.<br /> <br /> I spent the night and enjoyed a filling breakfast at an old friend’s house. He sure was surprised to find me knocking on his door last night as it had been exactly six months since I’d last seen him. At first, he wa&hellip; Welcome to Day # 2 of The Ultimate Feel of Living adventure! I’m Brad Johnson, your host with the most.<br /> <br /> The sheeple are not cut out for this life of danger, excitement, and freedom. But you, my dear friends, are Lightworkers and I can be your guide to living life as we’re meant to.<br /> <br /> I spent the night and enjoyed a filling breakfast at an old friend’s house. He sure was surprised to find me knocking on his door last night as it had been exactly six months since I’d last seen him. At first, he was reluctant to let me in but I told him that no adventurer can be expected to sleep outdoors. He invited me in and somehow figured that being hospitable gave him the right to bore me with his sheeple stories about his career and busy social life. I just pretended to listen while looking at his wife’s cleavage. Then, I asked him if I could use his computer to spend some time on my beloved saviorsofearth. Thank you all for your wonderful comments an encouraging words. Yes, my first day in nature had been tough, but hey, take your best shot pal - I can take it! LOL! When it was time to go to sleep, my friend’s hospitality waned: he wanted to offer me the sofa. Indignantly, I told him that if I wanted to sleep on the sofa, I just as well could have stayed home! Yeah, I showed him! ROFL!<br /> I slept in his nice king size bed and enjoyed a nice breakfast consisting of Kool Aid, waffles, fried eggs and bacon. I felt it was time for a new adventure so I packed my stuff and told my friend I’d see him again some time. Of course that was just me being polite - there is no room in my new life of freedom and adventure for sheeple like him holding me back.<br /> <br /> I felt heroic once again as I stepped outside because, honestly people, once you step away from the computer and venture into nature, it’s sheeple as far as the eye can see.<br /> I happened upon some German tourists who asked me for directions to the nearest Tourist Information Center. They said they wanted to go mountain climbing. I shook my head in disbelief. Some people can be so shallow; they think that being an adventurer is all about physical challenges, visiting other cultures or countries, meeting new people and camping in the woods or mountains. Poor misguided folks. After I pointed them in the wrong direction (LMAO!), I went to the internet cafe to check my e-mail and send love letters to Miss Kerry. Then, I visited the mall and used the money I took from Cara’s wallet to eat at McDonalds. Playing with my Happy Meal toy I felt I could take on the whole world. Even though I had already experienced many adventures, I felt game for more so I went to Sears to select a digital camera I am going to let Kerry by for me. Kerry is a great woman, she deserves to buy me stuff.<br /> <br /> I decided to go back to the internet café right away to e-mail Kerrry the price and product number of the camera.<br /> The owner of the internet café seemed annoyed by me and, after staring me down for ten minutes, approached me to say “Quit hogging that goddamn computer, will ya ?”<br /> Regular people would have gotten mad, but I’m a Lightworker so I stayed calmed and sent love to the fagbag. Then, I left the place and set sail to a Starbucks. Almost every table was occupied by sheeple in business suits, working on their laptops while drinking Caffe Latte’s. I pitied their shallow, empty existences but decided to not let them bother me. I got comfy on one of the seats, ordered a White Chocolate Mocha, took my laptop out of my backpack and went online to delete unwanted comments on saviorsofearth. Those coward dark cabals over at saviorsofsaviors…tsssk, don’t hey have better things to do than discrediting me all day long?<br /> Suddenly, a waitress tapped my shoulder and asked me if I wanted to order something else. When I told the sheeple that I was fine, she was giving me this crap about that, if I wanted to stay, I had to order another drink. Sometimes I feel like the whole world is against me. I threw some change on the table and left.<br /> <br /> I went to the park, planning to channel Arcturians, but without an audience it’s just no fun. I also realized that my tummy was rumbling so I went to a French restaurant. I had heard stories about a waiter who supposedly had a prosthetic leg so I figured I could offer him to magically grow back his leg in exchange for a meal and a testimonial for expressionofsoul.com.<br /> But like all the other sheeple, he didn’t want to listen. They are too afraid of the truth. They mock it, laugh at it, get angry at it. So I left and lay in the bushes that surround my house until Cara had gone to pick up the baby at the daycare center. I quickly went into the house and snuck into Larisa’s room to grab her piggy bank.<br /> “Abundance at last!” I cried and smashed the thing against the pavement a few blocks further. Alas, only ten cents rolled out. I could appreciate the irony because Cara used to bug me all the time that I should put more money in it instead of wasting it all on saviorsofearth. I used to call her ignorant for saying that, but I now wished I had listened to her! LOL!<br /> <br /> I must admit that, at this point, I got angry. I jumped up and down and made some actually rather cool wrestling movements. Then I calmed down again and opted to honor my sheeple friend with my enlightened presence and let him and his wife cook me a nice supper, draw me a bath, and letting me use their bed again.<br /> <br /> So that is where I am now, typing down today’s adventures while munching on a nice T-bone steak. I know that most of you are intimidated by my stories. Don’t worry, I don’t expect you to accelerate as fast as I have. It’s just how I roll and I advise you all to just take baby steps.<br /> <br /> Namaste and until tomorrow,<br /> <br /> Brad Message to SOE member Chelley tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-24:2827019:BlogPost:3350 2009-02-24T18:49:14.459Z Ben SOE member Chelley wrote the following on SOE:<br /> <br /> <i>Hehe, I wrote the following 30 minutes ago, I say this because i know for a fact some will think I am being highly emotional ;o) But this story is true, and someone needs to say it, might as well be me!<br /> <br /> After deliberating what I wrote earlier, here it is.<br /> <br /> I will try to keep this short and sweet, in 1985 my Sister committed suicide due to a broken marriage, and a broken heart, she did it because she was totally devastated, and she lost everythi</i>&hellip; SOE member Chelley wrote the following on SOE:<br /> <br /> <i>Hehe, I wrote the following 30 minutes ago, I say this because i know for a fact some will think I am being highly emotional ;o) But this story is true, and someone needs to say it, might as well be me!<br /> <br /> After deliberating what I wrote earlier, here it is.<br /> <br /> I will try to keep this short and sweet, in 1985 my Sister committed suicide due to a broken marriage, and a broken heart, she did it because she was totally devastated, and she lost everything and as a result this broke my heart, indeed it effected the whole family and I realised just how precious life really is as I know it's loss first hand, and I still miss her physical presence.<br /> <br /> All my Life I was suffering from something at the time I did not understand, at the time it felt like an emptiness a void inside my soul, and when I lost my dear sister it felt like the last straw yet something kept me going.<br /> <br /> After the loss of my sister I sought spiritual guidance, and I was amazed when out of the blue the first time I walked unexpected into that Church I got a message from my Sister I knew it was her because of what was said, those words could only have come from my sister. At last I had new hope in my heart, I felt alive again, however something was still not right within me.<br /> <br /> In 1992, I was again depressed in fact for several years, but I did not know depression is what I was suffering from, my grandmother died about that time, I was lonely isolated because I was not fitting in I felt like an outsider and did not know my purpose in life I was lost. Then in a mark of desperation the money my Gran left me enabled me to travel, I wanted out I was on the brink of suicide myself at that point. I had a pen pal in the Philippines and I decided to go their, I thought I was in Love but it was a different kind of Love it was compassion for another soul that was crying out to me she seemed so desperate in her letters that I so much wanted to help another human being having lost my sister and now my Gran what else could I do.<br /> <br /> I did not know what I was doing everything seemed hazy, I married her in the Philippines so I could rescue her, but it was a long fight with immigration 12 Months went by before she was able to join me. I was happy for a while but still something was not right? It took me nearly 9 years to realise I was suffering from Gender Dysphoria Syndrome.<br /> <br /> All the years I was dressing in female attire I felt dirty I thought I was a freak, the Internet allowed me to find out who I really was, when finally I understood I was a woman trapped inside a mans body. I began self medicating before finally seeing doctors and specialists that eventually diagnosed me with Gender Dysphoria Syndrome. Now I am female in all my aspects and it has taken me a whole lifetime but still something was not right?<br /> <br /> I felt that something was missing, what was it? I still had this urge to help people but I could not, I had no wealth, I had no power, I felt like a lady alright which is who I am now, but how can I help those that are in pain who need help, who lack Guidance what can I do? Then I found out what it is, so now I am doing counselling studies to help others and yes yes at last I know why I am here, then I found Lightworkers AND saviours of earth and the healing began, this WONDERFUL GIFT that I can give to those to bring them happiness and Love and send people LOVE FROM MY HEART and the healing and oh all those days of pain are but a memory now, I feel at long last I have found myself and never have I wanted to live more so than I do now.<br /> <br /> Then I see now on SOE outsider's deserter's people that come here to gather bits and pieces fragments of their truth, not everyone else's truth, NO, pieces that they can use against those leading the way to enlightenment, using these fragments NOT for GOOD not for LOVE but to bring harm to all those souls with purpose, I am horrified.<br /> <br /> I say Shame on you, Shame On You, you should be ashamed for the disgusting way you run with you tails between your legs to other sites with bits and pieces of information just enough to flame all those that are trying so very hard to find TRUTH, I search Truth, Love, Compassion, Respect, why are YOU here ? I am not angry I am disgusted with your behaviour, if you want truth then you could find it if you tried hard enough, but no one ever finds truth by attacking the one who holds it. And if the truth really is within how can you hear it when you make so much noise?<br /> <br /> So all those of you who try to destroy this BEAUTIFUL SACRED space where so much Love and So MUCH good can come, I say to you! HOW DARE YOU VIOLATE OUR SACRED SPACE, AND TAINT OUR LOVE, we come here to shine our LOVE to ALL Humanity to bring healing, to save those in pain!<br /> <br /> What do you do? You Bring More Hurt, More Pain! Why are you even here anyway!<br /> <br /> My HEART WEEPS FOR FORGIVENESS FOR YOU! And That you will see the Error Of Your Ways ...<br /> <br /> All My Love, Chelley - May the Love in my Words Be Amplified 10,00000000 Times.<br /> <br /> Finally, in 2005 I lost my Dear Beloved Brother, he was bullied in 1978 by a boy at School, he suffered YEARS of pain and seizures from Epileptic attacks sometimes 4 each week, he would fall and injure himself, he would lose his memory, sometimes he did not even know who I was, my father spent years caring for him, when my Brother died in 2005 due to a severe epileptic attack, it broke my Fathers heart, thankfully by this time I had developed enough in my spiritual growth to know my Brother was finally in a better place, I can feel him here with me now. But sadly my Father did not take it so easily he passed away 2 years ago, I have lost so many in this life I know more than most what a tragedy death is in the family so remember this. How Many other souls has a site like SOE saved, how many would have died had a site like this never existed NOW ASK THAT QUESTION?<br /> <br /> GOD BLESS ALL LIGHTWORKER Sites Like This One that Bring Hope to Us ALL xxxxxxxx<br /> <br /> OH BYE THE WAY, DID i FORGET TO MENTION! I LOVE YOU ALL AND I MEAN EVERYONE EVEN THOSE THAT SCORN AND JUDGE US WRONGLY, I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU<br /> <br /> Nameste<br /> </i><br /> <br /> This pissed me off big time for several reasons.<br /> <br /> First of all it's yet another SOE member with a very troubled past. Look at the Introduce Yourself forum over at SOE<br /> http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/categories/introduce-yourself/listForCategory and you'll find one story after another about unhappy childhoods, drug abuse, teenage pregnancies and whatnot. Not a single success story. Of course there aren't. It are people who have a void to fill (you used the word 'void' yourself), people who cannot cope with real life, who end up founding or joining a cult. Yeah, sorry to break the news to to you, Chelley, but Saviors of Earth IS a cult:<br /> <br /> - You have founder Brad Johnson making a promise, something to look forward to: ascension.<br /> - You have people gathering to listen to the "channeled speeches" of founder Brad Johnson.<br /> - You have people lovebombing someone who confronts them with something they don't want to hear or know. (What happened during the ventrilo chat was a mixture of mocking laughter and singing. People lovebombing someone in unison is creepy, not an expression of true love or individuality. It's group thinking. You don't need to love complete strangers. Try respecting them first - though I see few signs of that either when phrases such as 'wake up the sheeple!' are thrown around).<br /> - You have founder Brad starting a meditationcure website, claiming that the meditations can cure lots of diseases including Parkinson's and cancer (in the words of Bradley himself: "FUCK DOCTORS!"). No need for proof or disclaimers, if it didn't work you just didn't believe in it enough. So stop going to your family doctor and set sail to Bradley's Believe it or Not Website of Medical Miracles. Make sure to pack your American Express card and leave difficult questions at home. Will the new website be as big a success as Bradley's Outofthisworldpcsolutions, Planet X Productions, PromotionGenesis, and Grayshot videogame? Time will tell.<br /> - You have a long time member, H.R. Pufnstuf, who had a lot of friends at SOE, getting chewed up and spit out by other members when, out of concern, he posted some information. Check the following link to read some of the messages members left for him: http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/messages-sent-to-me-from-soe?page=1&amp;commentId=2827019%3AComment%3A1299&amp;x=1#2827019Comment1299<br /> Terms of endearment? Not even close, so let's not even mention the cigar. Pufnstuf got treated like what scientology (that other UFO cult) would call a suppressive person. SOE is like the Corleone family: love love love love but when you go against the family, hunting season is opened and love is immediately replaced with hate as evident by the messages pufnstuf received.<br /> - You have founder Brad using cult leader tactics to make Pufnstuf feel guilty about what he said.<br /> - You have founder Brad openly declaring his love for someone else's wife, ridiculing her husband and bragging like a schoolboy about how he banged her good in astral. Yes, what a man does in the privacy of his own home is his own business but then he should keep it that way - private, so that he doesn’t have to deal with the consequences when he doesn’t live by what he preaches or channels. He behaved like a macho ladies man who cheats on his sick wife and threatened saviorsofsaviors with ultimatums and lawsuits when the chat logs of his open infidelity were copy pasted here. He's so narcissistic (and might actually suffer from NPD) that he somehow thinks the law is there to serve him, even when nothing illegal has been done.<br /> - You have people victimizing themselves and blaming fantasy figures like evil reptilians for their lack of success and happiness.<br /> - You have founder Brad spreading fear by saying that the body has to die in order to ascend, that those who will not ascend will die in horrible accidents or will commit suicide (and then denying he ever said that and trying to sweep the evidence under the rug).<br /> - You have founder Brad telling a troubled young boy who believes one of his dolls is alive that the thing is indeed evil and needs to be send love.<br /> <br /> And there you go yourself with an emotionally unstable rant in the middle of your comment and you end it with love bombing.<br /> You say you lost one near and dear to you to suicide. I also know some people who took their own lives (one of them cult-related) and that is why I am baffled that you dismiss the possibility that some members might end up doing something to themselves. On ventrilo chat, someone who sounded very down on his luck was saying that he had enough of this reality and is ready get out of here. Yes, the possibility that someone might jump from a building because he is fed up with this reality and wants to ascend is a real possibility.<br /> <br /> A sacred place of love where people are saved and healed? That's not how I see it at all. There are almost 1000 SOE members which really isn't that much to begin with. But most members hardly ever show up and there are hundreds of members whose accounts are inactive. There are only 30 or 40 regular contributors. And some of them seem very angry, confused, and in need of professional help.<br /> Someone on ventrilo said that people like me are afraid that SOE actually might make a chance for the better. No. Not when only 000,1 % of the world population knows of SOE. SOE hasn't and cannot make a positive impact on the world. It can only make and already has made a destructive impact on its own members. Families are falling apart, people have become addicted to the website (how will sitting in front of your computer for another chat marathon save the world?), and the police had to check on a couple of people out of fear they'd commit suicide. And what I am afraid of is that one or more of those 30 regular SOE members might actually do it.<br /> <br /> So, shame on YOU, Chelley, someone close to you committed suicide and here you are dismissing the possibility that others might do the same. You're dismissing it because SOE fills some void and like many other members you will cling to it no matter what (also typical cult behavior). Shame on you, shame on SOE. Brad, Besimi and Miss Kerry tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-21:2827019:BlogPost:2786 2009-02-21T00:35:02.979Z Ben Things are getting crazier and crazier over at the SOE nuthouse.<br /> In spite of assistance from others, Besimi still fails to comprehend that it wasn't the banned ilikepiss (that would be me) but ilikepies who put up a comment on his blog http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/prayers-for-the-sheepleare-we?id=2492330%3ATopic%3A123315&amp;page=2#comments. Besimi seems to be blind for the sarcasm in the poster made by iDom and seems to think it ridicules ilikepies instead of SOE.<br /> Besimi also con&hellip; Things are getting crazier and crazier over at the SOE nuthouse.<br /> In spite of assistance from others, Besimi still fails to comprehend that it wasn't the banned ilikepiss (that would be me) but ilikepies who put up a comment on his blog http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/prayers-for-the-sheepleare-we?id=2492330%3ATopic%3A123315&amp;page=2#comments. Besimi seems to be blind for the sarcasm in the poster made by iDom and seems to think it ridicules ilikepies instead of SOE.<br /> Besimi also continues to write some sentences in CAPS and likes to add extra periods and comma's and a hyena laughter ('HAHAHAHAHAMAHAHAMAHAHA') as made popular by Clinton. For a man who laments the predicament of sheeple he sure comes across as a dimwitted, close minded, childish idiot. Not that I want to accuse any SOE member of hypocrisy or idiocy, laws no.<br /> <br /> Other news: Brad's concubine, Miss 'Hot Lips' Kerry, has jumped ship. She deleted her account (or was banned?) and Brad's has replaced his profile page theme song (which he shared with Kerry) with P.O.D.'s I Feel So Alive ("Everyday is a new day<br /> I'm thankful for<br /> Every breath I take<br /> I won't take you for granted<br /> So I learn from my mistakes<br /> It's beyond my control<br /> Sometimes it's best to let go<br /> Whatever happens<br /> In this lifetime<br /> So I trust in love<br /> You have given me<br /> Peace of mind")<br /> <br /> Only a man with the class of Brad would feature photos of his family and a cry out to his internet squeeze on the same page. Seems like the trip to Egypt won’t happen. I’m surprised at this because Brad is widely known as a man who always finishes what he starts.<br /> <br /> Speaking of Brad, he put up a new blog http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profiles/blogs/saviors-of-earth-knowledge about teleportation (as part of his Saviors of Earth Knowledge Series) that shows off his complete lack of writing skills and his inability to get a clear point across. Again he makes a claim based on pure speculation without as much as a shred of evidence in sight.<br /> Well, Brad, before you start practicing your teleporting skills, you might want to spend some time listening to your own weight loss meditation: http://www.2012evolution.com/weightloss-meditation.mp3<br /> Not that I am judging his own obvious weight gain; on the contrary, the sight of his manboobs, vacuum sucked by his black shirt, make my nipples go pointy. We now have a FOURTH SUN!!!! tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-15:2827019:BlogPost:1803 2009-02-15T18:16:29.161Z Ben <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/M-NFNUH1dJo&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/M-NFNUH1dJo&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never"></embed><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="never"></param></object> <br /> Brad already gave us two extra suns and now, thanks to Nightfable, we know that Blossom Goodchild and Candace Frieze have given us a fourth!! Lightworkers are so excited that they've devoted three posts to this wonderful news (http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/video/jupiter-ignites-our-new-sun, http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/we-have-a-glorious-new-sun and http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/jupiter-ignites-our-new-sun) and are going nuts over it:<br /> <br /> <i>i have s</i>&hellip; <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/M-NFNUH1dJo&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/M-NFNUH1dJo&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never"></embed><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="never"></param></object> <br /> Brad already gave us two extra suns and now, thanks to Nightfable, we know that Blossom Goodchild and Candace Frieze have given us a fourth!! Lightworkers are so excited that they've devoted three posts to this wonderful news (http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/video/jupiter-ignites-our-new-sun, http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/we-have-a-glorious-new-sun and http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/jupiter-ignites-our-new-sun) and are going nuts over it:<br /> <br /> <i>i have shiver down to my spine</i><br /> <br /> <i>each time i repeat this video the tears come out<br /> <br /> Congratulation! Dawning of Aquarius ,is here.<br /> <br /> I feel so fortunate and so much love around, indeed feels like crying!<br /> <br /> was this the reason why on friday the 13th i walked out for lunch, looked up into the sky and felt 'something' and then CRIED uncontrollably by the roadside? i had no idea what happened; i thought God or the sun was giving me blessings.<br /> </i><br /> <br /> These wonderful and emotionally stable comments make me feel ashamed that I questioned the sanity of some lightworkers.<br /> <br /> <br /> Cut to twelve hours later:<br /> <br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/y0tdlVssk8g&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/y0tdlVssk8g&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never"></embed><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="never"></param></object> <br /> Oops! Damn! :( So what went wrong this time? Was it another test? Are Candace Frieze and Blossom Goodchild channeling dark entities? Did Christ Michael use the wrong calendar? There's an old saying in Tennessee — I know it's in Texas, probably in Tennessee — that says, fool me once, shame on — shame on you. Fool me — you can't get fooled again...erm...<br /> By the way, don’t you just love it when people take messages like that and make cool spiritual music videos out of them? The truth needs a soundtrack! Does wonders for the credibility of the message! "Further reading" tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-12:2827019:BlogPost:994 2009-02-12T05:53:31.916Z Ben We chatted about Blossom’s October 14th channeling earlier and I brought up that people like her and predictions like that aren’t new. I stated some dates and was asked where I got them from. Well, the last couple of days I have been reading the articles and comments on http://www.thenorthsideirregular.blogspot.com/<br /> Some of the blogs there, especially older ones to which Brad Johnson himself replied, made my jaw drop. To use a Brad-ism: I resonated with it. I already asked Dom -found the link to&hellip; We chatted about Blossom’s October 14th channeling earlier and I brought up that people like her and predictions like that aren’t new. I stated some dates and was asked where I got them from. Well, the last couple of days I have been reading the articles and comments on http://www.thenorthsideirregular.blogspot.com/<br /> Some of the blogs there, especially older ones to which Brad Johnson himself replied, made my jaw drop. To use a Brad-ism: I resonated with it. I already asked Dom -found the link to that site through his own site- to contact these people and tell them to get their asses back in gear or ask them to at least join saviorsofsaviors.<br /> Anyway the dates I mentioned came from a comment on that site. I first thought that they were random dates, called out to be sarcastic but they sounded familiar and when I rummaged through the ‘religions’ section of my bookcase, I found those dates back in some publications. When some of you asked me where I got the dates from I went back to my bookcase to get the most relevant titles and I was asked to post them, so here goes:<br /> <br /> The Last Days Are Here Again: A History of the End Times. By Richard Kyle<br /> <br /> When Time Shall Be No More: Prophecy Belief in modern American culture<br /> By Paul Boyer<br /> <br /> Still Waiting. By Martin Kottmeyer. Open letter to H.R. Pufnstuf tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-10:2827019:BlogPost:460 2009-02-10T06:32:46.342Z Ben Dear Puf,<br /> <br /> I hope and pray you will not fall for this:<br /> http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profiles/blog/show?id=2492330%3ABlogPost%3A115110&amp;page=1#comment-2492330_Comment_115237<br /> <br /> What Brad continuously fails to get through his thick skull is that no-one here is suggesting or has suggested that he promotes suicide; what we have said is that there is reason to believe that some less stable members of the SOE community might see it as a means to ascend and that Brad should start to acknowledge the&hellip; Dear Puf,<br /> <br /> I hope and pray you will not fall for this:<br /> http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profiles/blog/show?id=2492330%3ABlogPost%3A115110&amp;page=1#comment-2492330_Comment_115237<br /> <br /> What Brad continuously fails to get through his thick skull is that no-one here is suggesting or has suggested that he promotes suicide; what we have said is that there is reason to believe that some less stable members of the SOE community might see it as a means to ascend and that Brad should start to acknowledge the possible effects of his messages and take the responsibility for it instead of hiding behind the usual “I am not a leader, I am just a messenger” excuse. He is so narrow minded that he completely fails to understand that your reason for posting the information (and it was just that - information, facts, NOT a personal opinion) was to help people. Instead, he regards it as nothing more than a personal attack, and in response resorts to victimizing himself, trying to manipulate you into feeling guilty and taking the blame.<br /> Brad is known to brag constantly about his supposed superpowers and how no-one in the world has accelerated as fast as he has, he has been making promises about stuff that is 100% certain to happen and now he suddenly says that it's nothing more than his humble opinion and even <i>"Now, I've only been doing all of this for five months guys. Five months. I'm not a multi-yeared talented zen master that can easily surpass all that comes to him."</i> A classic mindgame played by both politicians and cultists who want to save their face.<br /> Brad should grow up and realize that the things he says are so outlandish that criticism will always befall him. In spite of what he claims, he has never responded well to criticism (in fact, other sites that used to criticize SOE have been met with hostility, rage, and anger from the SOE community). He should also realize that if he chooses to chat dirty to a married woman and ridicule her husband (How respectful! What a role model!)) and is confronted with this odd behavior, it's pretty shallow of him to dodge guilt by whining about what he somehow regards as an invasion of his privacy. (come to think of it, that kind of behavior is actually not odd at all, many cultists before Brad have dropped their act and shown their true colors as soon as a piece of tail walks in).<br /> <br /> So, dear Puf, don’t allow him to make you a scapegoat or give you the idea that you have done something wrong. Don’t let him manipulate you with exclamations of love - such a thing means nothing considering he first chose to threaten you with legal action (if there's anyone who has reason to sue, it would be you, Puf, if you don't get your money back) and then proceeded to attack you ina disrespectful manner on chat, taking sides with the liar Salvador who was never banned from SoSOE but merely given a chat time out after relentlessly insulting people nonstop for over an hour (there is that hostility, rage, and anger again).<br /> <br /> Puf, you tried to help people because you were genuinely worried. An initiative that showed the great size of your heart. And if others think that it's nonsense (and regard your post as a personal attack on Brad, they are asleep, blind, and not half the beautiful soul you are.<br /> <br /> Ben. I need your help tag:saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-09:2827019:BlogPost:331 2009-02-09T23:58:24.095Z Ben Begin transmission:<br /> <br /> Dear everyone,<br /> <br /> I hate to do this but I need your help. I asked the cosmos for financial assistance but they have yet to be forthcoming with anonymous checks in my mailbox. Therefore, I turn to you, my earthbound brothers and sisters. Earlier tonight, the creator of this community made me laugh Coca Cola all over my computer screen while goofing around on chat. I hereby ask you to open your hearts and wallets so I can purchase replacement parts.<br /> <br /> Those who donate $500 or mor&hellip; Begin transmission:<br /> <br /> Dear everyone,<br /> <br /> I hate to do this but I need your help. I asked the cosmos for financial assistance but they have yet to be forthcoming with anonymous checks in my mailbox. Therefore, I turn to you, my earthbound brothers and sisters. Earlier tonight, the creator of this community made me laugh Coca Cola all over my computer screen while goofing around on chat. I hereby ask you to open your hearts and wallets so I can purchase replacement parts.<br /> <br /> Those who donate $500 or more shall receive a signed copy of my upcoming e-book "Cat People of Mars and Me: A Memoir of Furry Love and Kitty Litter".<br /> <br /> Thank you for your attention.<br /> <br /> End transmission.