Earthlings, Chiaroscuros and Sfumatos, United to Save the Saviors
So let's see if I got this straight...
Sean, I must compliment you man...The days of 2001...Our wrestling days in the backyard...Wow...What memories.
Remember when Eric threw you out of the ring and you didn't know how to take a bump properly and you bruised your chest running off almost crying like a baby?...Or how the guys at FWF accused you of hurtful insults...
Or how about the time where the day I just left Cara and you were so relieved that I left her. You admitted she was a control freak, wouldn't give me space...You and Cayla would always talk about how controlling she was and how it must relieving it must of felt for me to be away from her. You remember that?...Now look at you...Right on Cara's side even though you were optimistic about me moving on from her as she was no longer the attention grabber, the control freak...
But all that aside...It seems that so many people here are envious of my old days. To where I was writing science fiction, making video games...All that good stuff...And that's what you guys want me to turn back into? And what if I don't? What if I choose to stay who I am now?...You'll continue to insult me? You'll continue to stalk me? You'll continue to belittle me until I concede and say, okay everyone, I'll go back to 2001 Brad. I'll go back to the time that was most painful in my life. The time where so much of everything within me was missing. That I'll completely ignore the new discoveries within myself, and go back to being as selfish, conceited and hateful as every single one of you on this website.
Is your anger all based upon how I ended things with my wife? Do you truly believe that I left my wife just so I could pursue this? Is that what you think? Gee, Greg sure thought that...I guess that shows how reliable you all are with your information.
Or because I seduce women with my fake powers right? That I abandon my children and are completely heartless right?
Can I ask all of you a question?...What is your fascination with my personal life if you don't mind me asking? Is it because I'm popular from a new age community with beliefs the completely contradict all of yours and that makes me public enemy #1? That I have awoken to this new discovery of spirituality and move past my old belief systems, you all make it your job to try to bring me back to who I once was? Wow...Sounds like the role of a team of Gods to me.
So ask me this...Why are you all not working on perfecting your own lives? Why is Saviors of Saviors of Brad all so concerned with how I live mine? Am I a Brad Pitt to you? Do you want to know which way my toilet paper roll is hung in my bathroom next? Do you want to film me taking a crap next? Because it's about as stupid as what you're all posting here.
Are you telling me that all your lives are so dismal, that you have to spend every waking moment on this site to see what I am up to? That none of you even contribute anything to helping out other people, whereas your favorite past time to exploit others, mock them, laugh at them, insult them, pray upon them, embarrass them, humiliate them..That is your past time?
And you think I want to become something like you? That I should come back to be some one whom you respect relative to the actions you all bring out? What exactly are you saving here? Why have you assigned the role to yourselves to save anybody? The last I checked...Ridicule, blame, hate, stalking, insulting people isn't saving them...So why are you called the saviors of saviors of earth? You haven't saved anybody. You can't even save yourselves. Your insecurities are through the roof. You have been successful at one thing though. You have created a tremendously successful cult site. Where everyone here is full of vengeance, anger, jealousy, hate...Where you stalk others...
Do you know what? If what I'm doing is wrong and what you guys are doing is right...I don't ever want to be right again. This site has literally made me physically nauseous. All of you have literally made me sick to my stomach...Especially the people I have known for years...Sean, Greg...The both of you truly make me sick...I think it is absolutely disgusting how you have behaved. Thinking that acting the way you have is going to save me and bring me back to the old me. That is the most pathetic thing I have ever heard...."Let's bring Brad back by trashing him...Let's make fun of him...Then he'll have no choice but to come back the way he was, have us force him to go back into his marriage, an already failed relationship...Pretend that he's happy, then we can all go back and make fun of some one else...Boy what a kick!"
By looking at this site, I have truly seen the lower side of humanity. You all have the capability to be so much more, yet you hide behind this website to be the armchair quarterback instantly judging everything that you do not understand because you don't bother to experience it yourself...Who here has ever attempted channeling? Who here has ever attempted loving other people, doing charity work, helping consoling others with painful situations...Have spread on their own personal good faith in helping others as well as themselves dissolve their bitterness and hate...A show of hands?....Yeah I thought so.
This community that is solely defined as a "Hate Cult" has got a lot of growing up to do. When I make events in my life that don't pan out for me, it is my business to fix them and put them back together. It is not up to any of you. How I repair my relationships, how I pursue my personal life, what I decided to do in this life, is my own free choice just like all of you have the freedom to do what you wish to do. I know what baggage I need to clear up, and I am working to clear up that baggage whether you all believe me or not. Now I suggest you all worry about clearing up your own baggage. Living your own lives. Contributing rather than destroying. Helping rather than critisizing. Saving yourself rather than attempt a contradiction of saving other saviors...Look in the mirror and see what you are, and live through your own life, not some one else's.
Brad Johnson.
Remember when Eric threw you out of the ring and you didn't know how to take a bump properly and you bruised your chest running off almost crying like a baby?...Or how the guys at FWF accused you of hurtful insults...
Or how about the time where the day I just left Cara and you were so relieved that I left her. You admitted she was a control freak, wouldn't give me space...You and Cayla would always talk about how controlling she was and how it must relieving it must of felt for me to be away from her. You remember that?...Now look at you...Right on Cara's side even though you were optimistic about me moving on from her as she was no longer the attention grabber, the control freak...
But all that aside...It seems that so many people here are envious of my old days. To where I was writing science fiction, making video games...All that good stuff...And that's what you guys want me to turn back into? And what if I don't? What if I choose to stay who I am now?...You'll continue to insult me? You'll continue to stalk me? You'll continue to belittle me until I concede and say, okay everyone, I'll go back to 2001 Brad. I'll go back to the time that was most painful in my life. The time where so much of everything within me was missing. That I'll completely ignore the new discoveries within myself, and go back to being as selfish, conceited and hateful as every single one of you on this website.
Is your anger all based upon how I ended things with my wife? Do you truly believe that I left my wife just so I could pursue this? Is that what you think? Gee, Greg sure thought that...I guess that shows how reliable you all are with your information.
Or because I seduce women with my fake powers right? That I abandon my children and are completely heartless right?
Can I ask all of you a question?...What is your fascination with my personal life if you don't mind me asking? Is it because I'm popular from a new age community with beliefs the completely contradict all of yours and that makes me public enemy #1? That I have awoken to this new discovery of spirituality and move past my old belief systems, you all make it your job to try to bring me back to who I once was? Wow...Sounds like the role of a team of Gods to me.
So ask me this...Why are you all not working on perfecting your own lives? Why is Saviors of Saviors of Brad all so concerned with how I live mine? Am I a Brad Pitt to you? Do you want to know which way my toilet paper roll is hung in my bathroom next? Do you want to film me taking a crap next? Because it's about as stupid as what you're all posting here.
Are you telling me that all your lives are so dismal, that you have to spend every waking moment on this site to see what I am up to? That none of you even contribute anything to helping out other people, whereas your favorite past time to exploit others, mock them, laugh at them, insult them, pray upon them, embarrass them, humiliate them..That is your past time?
And you think I want to become something like you? That I should come back to be some one whom you respect relative to the actions you all bring out? What exactly are you saving here? Why have you assigned the role to yourselves to save anybody? The last I checked...Ridicule, blame, hate, stalking, insulting people isn't saving them...So why are you called the saviors of saviors of earth? You haven't saved anybody. You can't even save yourselves. Your insecurities are through the roof. You have been successful at one thing though. You have created a tremendously successful cult site. Where everyone here is full of vengeance, anger, jealousy, hate...Where you stalk others...
Do you know what? If what I'm doing is wrong and what you guys are doing is right...I don't ever want to be right again. This site has literally made me physically nauseous. All of you have literally made me sick to my stomach...Especially the people I have known for years...Sean, Greg...The both of you truly make me sick...I think it is absolutely disgusting how you have behaved. Thinking that acting the way you have is going to save me and bring me back to the old me. That is the most pathetic thing I have ever heard...."Let's bring Brad back by trashing him...Let's make fun of him...Then he'll have no choice but to come back the way he was, have us force him to go back into his marriage, an already failed relationship...Pretend that he's happy, then we can all go back and make fun of some one else...Boy what a kick!"
By looking at this site, I have truly seen the lower side of humanity. You all have the capability to be so much more, yet you hide behind this website to be the armchair quarterback instantly judging everything that you do not understand because you don't bother to experience it yourself...Who here has ever attempted channeling? Who here has ever attempted loving other people, doing charity work, helping consoling others with painful situations...Have spread on their own personal good faith in helping others as well as themselves dissolve their bitterness and hate...A show of hands?....Yeah I thought so.
This community that is solely defined as a "Hate Cult" has got a lot of growing up to do. When I make events in my life that don't pan out for me, it is my business to fix them and put them back together. It is not up to any of you. How I repair my relationships, how I pursue my personal life, what I decided to do in this life, is my own free choice just like all of you have the freedom to do what you wish to do. I know what baggage I need to clear up, and I am working to clear up that baggage whether you all believe me or not. Now I suggest you all worry about clearing up your own baggage. Living your own lives. Contributing rather than destroying. Helping rather than critisizing. Saving yourself rather than attempt a contradiction of saving other saviors...Look in the mirror and see what you are, and live through your own life, not some one else's.
Brad Johnson.
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Permalink Reply by ilikepies on -
"Or because I seduce women with my fake powers right?"
YES you do! you say that like its something we've made up but its not.
Its very simple really, your a liar and a fraud and a scammer and while it may be peoples right to go along with you its also our right to say if we think you are a liar a fraud a scammer a predator and generally a big fucking douche bag. If this site makes you nauesous you can just never come here, ban us from your sites, delete our comments from your youtube, do whatever you need to do to quash the criticism that will naturally come up when stupid obvious mentally delusional liars like you start trying to get people to give you their money.
WELCOME TO THE INTERNETS.
If you get to be a big time Daryl Anka you can afford to have more control of this kind of stuff and can also afford to let a site like this roll of your back but of course your not successful because your a fucking bipolar lunatic so you probably blame us for part of your failure.
I love debunking frauds LOVE IT. one of my favourite past times and you just happen to be a very very very interesting albeit retarded case. Kind of like the appeal of a freak show combined with the appeal of exposing people who prey on the weaknesses of others. But dont flatter yourself and assume this site is like my life, I'm living my own life, I visit many sites and comment on many places when I'm surfing through the internets, I dont try to make my living scamming people on it.
OH AND WHAT HAPPENED TO THE HEAVY INVESTIGATION BRAD? I mean any comment on the fact that you came here twice and threatened us with a giant bluff?? whats next your gonna come on saying if we don't remove everything in an hour your gonna kill one of us with a psychic mind missile every 10 minutes? seek mental help
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Permalink Reply by Tab on -
Is this not what you covet most Brad? To have the eyes of the world upon you?
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Permalink Reply by DeusEx on -
Brad,
You're a fucking douchebag for trying to ridicule your friends, Sean and Greg. It only makes you look more of an asshole. Both of them have put more effort into trying to talk to you and help you than you with your pea sized brain ever could imagine. I'll let them have their say on that though.
First of all this site is not here to save you. You've proved to everyone, your family, friends, us, and more that you are nothing but a fucking scam artist. We're here to protect people from you and expose them to the truth. You are the "lower" side of humanity. You intentionally mislead people for your own benefit, be it emotion or financial. You want to know who we saved? I think you know a few names off the top of your head ...like oh maybe Kerry? Oh snap!
You don't want to go back to a normal life because you think you can take advantage of people and live off that...it's called abundance right? You lied to everyone about feeling unhappy with your old life, about Cara controlling you, and so much more. It's all a fucking lie and you believe it yourself because it's the only way you can go on living. You're scum of the Earth. You were ruining your ex-wife and children's lives by keeping your fat ass online and trying every single get rich scam you could imagine instead of working a normal job. You whined about Cara having postpartum but guess what, it's fucking life and if you really love someone and I mean love like true love not your fucking love and light kind of love, you learn to deal with it.
When is the last time you actually did anything for someone that was free and without any kind of strings attached? All the shit you do is made with an intent to mislead people, gain followers so you can feed your ego and maybe find a new soulmate, and lastly scam them out of money. You don't even spend time with your kids like a real father should. You don't even put a penny in the Ronald McDonald House when you get your BigMac. When was the last time I donated? Oh shit, just today to an animal shelter and I'm talking about more money that you make in a few hours of work, son.
You define this as a hate cult because you would like to continue dis-informing the members of SOE, The Starseed Council, YouTube, and whatever other place you can find. Too bad this site's information will forever be available unless you figure out how to censor the internets. I'm not a selfless bastard like you so saving myself is not the first priority, helping others is.
You feel better about yourself, bigboy? Is it time to declare victory over the darkness again?
This made me think of you:
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Permalink Reply by Tab on
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Hey Brad
Let's get a few things straight here my friend. The first fallacy that is at the heart of this touching little cry fest you just blurted out here is that SOSOE has anything to do with you at all...Are you so presumptuous that you would believe that you are anything more than a target of opportunity?
Are you so imbued with such a silly, narcissistic and illusory sense of self and destiny?
How can I help you gain some perspective in this?
Namaste
Tab
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Permalink Reply by DeusEx on
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Pretty funny that Brad creates another YouTube video (the one with the webcam, audio sync issue, and talk about the oversoul) less than an hour before he comes on here with such hate and other violent emotions to create this post. Keep it up, Brad! Love and Light Like No Other
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Permalink Reply by james_uk on -
Brad the fact of the matter is that back in the pre SOE days you were coming to no harm to anyone as people had enough mind power to figure out you were spreading poor information that you had'nt researched properly.
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/looks-like-peo...
Take a good look Brad. You were no different back then censoring people who's views did'nt match your own and using fake accounts to blatently give yourself self promotion and posing as concerned netizens protecting you.
And this
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/profiles/blogs/dropping-the...
You lied to your community about this as well. You was'nt out on the streets at all were you Brad? You stayed over at Seans house did'nt you?
Yet you NEVER came clean over this with your community. You have to give your community the impression that your some holy all hallowed spiritualist teacher which you are'nt and never will be.
When Sean asked you what you were doing you lied and told him it was a Sci-Fi site did'nt you? You also never told him that you showed Miss Kery yourself topless whilst you sat on his chair did'nt you? I should add that Sean was really quite disgusted over this when this was revealed to him in the chat.
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/photo/ahhhhh-y-is-this-shit...
And now your fraudulently making money by taking advantage of peoples spiritual beliefs. The reason it's gone on so long as you know none of your community will ever question your teachings because it's tyically the way new age stuff in general works. Not only that but ANYONE who stands up to you gets banned no questions asked.
We'll stop hounding you the moment you stop lying and making money from this because we and you know you do not practice what you preach. Hell Brad we've proven without the shadow that you have no magical psychic powers that are capable of changing the world.
There's real money changing hands here Brad and your going the right way about spending quite some time in the slammer for fraud. Thats why we and your family are pleading for you to stop this charade. You've only got to look at your videos dating back to 2007-2008.
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/brad-johnson-a...
Take a good look at yourself as you can truly see what "ascension" has done to yourself. Things such as loss of skin colour receding hairline amongst other things. Which begs the question to be asked........ Is it truly worth it for the amount of mental harm you may have irriversably done to you yourself or level of trouble your going the right way about landing yourself in with the law?
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Permalink Reply by Linda on -
Brad, thank you for writing what you did... it reminded me of why I came here and checked this site out... it also reminds me of why I stayed here and later got banned from SOE for being here... Brad, I don't care about the problems with you and Cara, that's part of life dude!! That's what grownups have to deal with and I know cuz I've been divorced for 12 years now... I do however care about children and absolutely dispise the things you said about "dropping the bagage", that's something that made me physically sick!!... you ARE out of your mind... you made children, therefore chose to take on the responsibility... Cara is not "evil", that's a horrible thing to say about you wife and then mention your children in the same breath... YOU (and Kerry) have DEFETED the dark... those are YOUR words Brad, your own words... doesnt that mean she's "all better" now??... if dark is defeted, dont you have nothing to worry about anymore??... I was still on SOE when all of that shit was going on and couldnt believe people in there right minds would go along with that... oh, that reminds me: you gave me a "reading" on Ventrillo... now that was funny... you know what Brad? you didnt say ANYTHING special, you didnt say anything you could not have easely guessed... nada, zip, zero... No Brad, you DONT have any special powers eventhough you like to believe so yourself... but this brings me to what bothers me the most... the people here know what that is and if I mention just 1 word, it will jump back in there minds LOL... Brad Johnson, you claimed to be able to cure autism... do NOT reply with "I never said that" and what have you, because you DID say that... now, I have a son that suffers from MCDD, lemme spell that out for you, that's Multiple Complex Developmental Disorder... google MCDD dude and you'll see what I have to deal with each and every day, 24/7, 365 days a year... Mr. Johnson, I would like you to use your "ability's" to cure my boy !!!!!!!!! ... Brad, you have NO IDEA how mad you have made me with saying that... I'm not going to get into all the other things you claimed to be able to cure, but there's more and you know it... the sad thing is you don't even realize you actually are hurting people with claims like this... and believe you me, you are!! It is absolutely rediculous to put claims like that in writing for the whole world to see...
I have to stop... writing this is making me mad all over again and honestly, your not worth it... not anymore... I thought you where worth it till a little while back, but I know now I was wrong about that... I only hope one day you will stop and I pray that's before anybody actually hurts themselfs, because you yelled something rediculous like "Ascend Now"... why don't YOU ascend now?? bye bye nutcase
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Permalink Reply by ilikepies on
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"Who here has ever attempted loving other people, doing charity work, helping consoling others with painful situations...Have spread on their own personal good faith in helping others as well as themselves dissolve their bitterness and hate...A show of hands?....Yeah I thought so."
So what because we weren't able to "raise our hands" whilst you were in the middle of writing your shpeel you give us the "yah i thought so" once again you prove your childish stupidity with comments like this
Have I attempted loving other people??? YES its called loving people who are close to me and who i like, its called being a nice person to everybody until they do something to deserve your ridicule like all us nice respectful "skeptics" were treated like shit and ignoredby you as you called us unevolved reptillians
Have i attempted to channel? NO channeling is a lie, a performance, you should know that better than anyone else
Doing Charity work? ummmm first of I'd like to ask you what you've done for charity brad, how much of your own money have you given to charity, what specifc charity work have you done to better the world besides sitting at your computer meditations for world peace?
Have i helped console people with painful situations? ALL THE TIME. It's called helping your friends, I just refuse to try and comfort people by LYING TO THEM.
"Have spread on their own personal good faith in helping others as well as themselves dissolve their bitterness and hate" This sentence dosent make much sense but it seems to go along with the idea of trying to help others so YES
I dont give a shit about your excuses about how your so nice and trying to help people and we're so mean for doing stuff like trying to make sure your astral battle sex buddies weren't fucking dead You know deep down that you are a fraud, a sad shell of a man who failed in his life and now can't bear to live without pretending to be some sort of special person. You just want us to go away so we won't remind you of that fact but sorry, we're not going to. If you truly want to win against us then get rich and famous and hire some big time lawyer to sue us for slander (unfortunately this will still be very hard because of all the stupid shit you've done), get enough money and enough fans and enough credibility that you can completely control your image and your business. If you can't succeed then you can't succeed, blame us if you want to but I will never cease or waver in my opinion that any and all scammers liars and frauds who try to take advantage of people and deceive people into giving them money are FAIR FUCKING GAME to be criticized in any and every way
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Permalink Reply by Tab on
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Brad and SOE and Lightworkers:
The evil in this world is very real my friends. Not some removed evil where you are safe as soon as you turn off your computer and have the last hotpocket mom just brought down.
True evil is real, and it is coming.
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Permalink Reply by Sean Clark on -
Okay, I was fighting myself inside to respond to this, but I have to.
Brad, I hope you're reading this, either here or on your e-mail.
It's sad really, you coming on here and ripping into myself and the members here with your vicious tirade. You want to know why I'm involved..... why I'm so facinated by your personal life??? I'll answer that for you.
You got me involved!!!
The moment you called me four months ago, the moment I took you into my house, the moment I gave you shelter and food when you claimed you had no where else to go, that got me involved. I'll admit, when you first spoke of leaving Cara, I was pleased. At that time, and the time leading up to that, I always thought she was controlling and demanding. However, after having spoken to her, (which, I might add was her doing... she called me everytime, not the other way around,) and speaking to your sister, I saw a different side. Not her's, not yours, but mine.
Everything you said to me was a lie. The reasons for leaving Cara, the reason for calling me asking me for shelter, the reason behind SOE, the reason for using my computer..... All lies!
When I first joined this site, I made every attempt to offer my assistance. I e-mailed you, I wrote a very detailed and compassionate 3-part discussion here about what I knew and why I wanted to help you. You ignored those very attempts to reach out and lend a hand. I never made any notions towards ridicule or hatred in my messages, only compassion for a friend I knew needed help.
You think all we're doing here is ridiculing you, stalking you, trashing you??? Maybe you're right about that, but look at it this way..... you're bringing it on yourself.
Do you seriously think for a moment that any normal living and breathing human being will take a person seriously who claims to communicate with a version of themselves from the future, from another dimension? They can't, because they know it's not true. Or what about your claims of channeling, psychic abilities, and whatever else you say you possess? They know it's not real, that's it's all a lie. They know there's no scientific fact or any respectable background in any of that. Anyone can do research on these subjects and see that no respectable religion or scientific community endorses it. They won't, because it's all a fraud and a sham.
Brad, no one here is asking you to return to your old ways. All we, especially everyone who knows you personally, are asking you is to return to some realm of normalcy. If you had come clean with me 4 months ago about everything you were doing, and the truth behind your breakup with Cara, none of where we are today probably would have ever happened.
You never did, and that's why we're in this position today.
You also mention such topics as contributing to charities, consoling others in difficult times, and showing love. To say I, or any of us here don't attempt these is wrong. Cayla and I contribute to Canadian Tire's charity every check i get. I donate $75 from every check I get to their charity, plus Cayla also contributes as well. We don't do because I work for them, it's not a requirement, but a privledge I enjoy doing. As well, one of my associates at work recently lost her father to cancer. I offered to take parts of her shifts while she needed time off for beravement, plus i contributed to her funeral arrangements. It was hard for me to work those shifts sometimes because I knew her and her family fairly well. Also, I show love and compassion everyday I wake up, towards my family, those i work with, and my close friends, (and yes, that includes you.)
Now, I don't condone some of what is said here by other members, but that's their choice. The profanity especially I won't do. I do consider some of the members here to be friends, but of a different type. I understand I don't know any of them personally, but they resonate with me. The same thing could be said for you. One look on your facebook page shows that you have no contact with anyone we were close with, (the wrestling guys, our old freinds from before.) They're all people you met on the internet, people you've never met face to face.
Finally, as I already mentioned in a past e-mail. your entire focus needs to be spent on fixing your personal life. I don't expect you to get back with Cara, but I do expect you to fix your relationship with you kids, Larissa and Hayden. They need you more than anyone else except Cara. You say you want to go to San Diego in a month, which will be quite expensive I might add. What you should use your money for is child support, alimony, and getting yourself on track. Once again, I'll reiterate that I'm involved in personal issues because you got me involved.
That's all I have to say Brad. I would love to patch things up, and I still think there's a chance to. I've seen and heard of old friends at odds in the past come together again when no one else expected them to. I think we can as well, but it will take some time. I wish that you could have responded to me when I made my first post, my first e-mail, because it could and would have been under better circumstances. I hope you will respond, but in a more reasonable manner. I still consider you a friend, but one who needs to think of his priorities and understand he needs help.
Sean
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