Earthlings, Chiaroscuros and Sfumatos, United to Save the Saviors
Introduction, and the full dirt on Brad Johnson, Part II
Welcome back everyone.
Over the next couple of days, I knew that he was staying up late on the computer, talking to Kerry, (obviously with the time difference,) and probably working on SOE. He kept my spare bedroom pretty messy, even with what little possessions he had with him, and still smelled bad, even after having a couple of showers!
On either Saturday or Sunday evening, Brad comes back to my place after being out all day, (both myself and my wife were at work during the day,) and mentions how he was missing a few hundred dollars he had in a joint bank account. It was, according to him, supposed to be his deposit on his new place, but that his ex Cara had withdrawn it. He mentions that in addition to that, she had been placed under care of the city due to her suffering attacks of depression and was thought to be suicidal, (the truth was, i later found out, was that she was with her family so that Brad would not know where she was.) I was really starting to say to myself, "What the hell have I gotten myself into?" I once again stood by him and told him that everything will right itself, and that he could stay another couple of days until he hopefully got the money back, (which I don't think he did, if the money even existed.) After that, he would be back on the computer going on those sites and talking to Kerry, (which included some un-memorable moments like her flashing Brad on the computer..... ugh!)
Anyway, by about Wednesday I believe while I was at work, I had to call Brad on his cell and tell him that myself and my wife couldn't really have him stay with us any longer.... I explained that with out conflicting work schedules it wasn't going to work out much longer, (the truth was, my wife didn't want him around anymore, as the smell and the messes were pissing her off.) He said that was fine, that he's try to contact his mom who lives here in town and stay with her for a bit. When I got home, he was gone.... his stuff was gone and he had locked the door. A short time later, I got a frantic call from a good friend of mine. She first asked me if Brad was around, and when I said he was gone, she just began to go off on the phone. She mentioned the videos he posted on Youtube about channeling and aliens and the end of the world and so forth, (i at the time attributed them to nothing more than a series of webisodes he posted that were sci-fi related, as him and I had an interest in film making back in high school.) She mentioned about blogs he posted mentioning living in the woods, no care for society and personal baggage, content to spread his wisdom and faith to those who would listen. She mentioned about how his family was worried sick about him, that he was unstable and harmful to himself and possibly others. I had to cut her off after a few minutes and tell her that I couldn't believe any of it, that she must have her info mixed up, (I've always known here to take issues and blow them out of proportion if she didn't have all the right facts.) I told her that despite what was going on in his personal life, none of this sounded like the Brad I knew. Upset, I abruptly hung up the phone on her.
With all this stuff in my head, I decided to go and see exactly what she was talking about. I went online and searched for these videos, and what I saw sacred the shit out of me. It was like I was seeing a split personality of Brad, a possessed person that I didn't know, saying things he wouldn't normally say. I then searched for these blogs, and when I read them, I was floored. The one he wrote about living in the woods without any baggage or care, (I'm sure you all know which one I'm referring to,) was written 2.5 hours BEFORE I called him that first day I got his message about him leaving his wife. I couldn't believe it, just couldn't. I felt used, betrayed, led on, and lied to. It seemed as if he was suffering from schizophrenia. he was literally two different people.
(Anyway, that's it for Part Two. I'll write Part Three tomorrow morning. Till then, good night, or day.)
Over the next couple of days, I knew that he was staying up late on the computer, talking to Kerry, (obviously with the time difference,) and probably working on SOE. He kept my spare bedroom pretty messy, even with what little possessions he had with him, and still smelled bad, even after having a couple of showers!
On either Saturday or Sunday evening, Brad comes back to my place after being out all day, (both myself and my wife were at work during the day,) and mentions how he was missing a few hundred dollars he had in a joint bank account. It was, according to him, supposed to be his deposit on his new place, but that his ex Cara had withdrawn it. He mentions that in addition to that, she had been placed under care of the city due to her suffering attacks of depression and was thought to be suicidal, (the truth was, i later found out, was that she was with her family so that Brad would not know where she was.) I was really starting to say to myself, "What the hell have I gotten myself into?" I once again stood by him and told him that everything will right itself, and that he could stay another couple of days until he hopefully got the money back, (which I don't think he did, if the money even existed.) After that, he would be back on the computer going on those sites and talking to Kerry, (which included some un-memorable moments like her flashing Brad on the computer..... ugh!)
Anyway, by about Wednesday I believe while I was at work, I had to call Brad on his cell and tell him that myself and my wife couldn't really have him stay with us any longer.... I explained that with out conflicting work schedules it wasn't going to work out much longer, (the truth was, my wife didn't want him around anymore, as the smell and the messes were pissing her off.) He said that was fine, that he's try to contact his mom who lives here in town and stay with her for a bit. When I got home, he was gone.... his stuff was gone and he had locked the door. A short time later, I got a frantic call from a good friend of mine. She first asked me if Brad was around, and when I said he was gone, she just began to go off on the phone. She mentioned the videos he posted on Youtube about channeling and aliens and the end of the world and so forth, (i at the time attributed them to nothing more than a series of webisodes he posted that were sci-fi related, as him and I had an interest in film making back in high school.) She mentioned about blogs he posted mentioning living in the woods, no care for society and personal baggage, content to spread his wisdom and faith to those who would listen. She mentioned about how his family was worried sick about him, that he was unstable and harmful to himself and possibly others. I had to cut her off after a few minutes and tell her that I couldn't believe any of it, that she must have her info mixed up, (I've always known here to take issues and blow them out of proportion if she didn't have all the right facts.) I told her that despite what was going on in his personal life, none of this sounded like the Brad I knew. Upset, I abruptly hung up the phone on her.
With all this stuff in my head, I decided to go and see exactly what she was talking about. I went online and searched for these videos, and what I saw sacred the shit out of me. It was like I was seeing a split personality of Brad, a possessed person that I didn't know, saying things he wouldn't normally say. I then searched for these blogs, and when I read them, I was floored. The one he wrote about living in the woods without any baggage or care, (I'm sure you all know which one I'm referring to,) was written 2.5 hours BEFORE I called him that first day I got his message about him leaving his wife. I couldn't believe it, just couldn't. I felt used, betrayed, led on, and lied to. It seemed as if he was suffering from schizophrenia. he was literally two different people.
(Anyway, that's it for Part Two. I'll write Part Three tomorrow morning. Till then, good night, or day.)
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Permalink Reply by LeavingSOE on -
First of all, welcome to the site. Second of all, it's surprising to hear he was living with you and this "other side" was a shock to you. I guess for me, it's a shock to hear that there ever was an ordinary (read: normal) side to Brad. I only know his online persona as a manic charlatan. Thanks for this other perspective, though. It's really fortunate for him that he didn't have to resort to living "in the woods" and "under the stars" because of having caring people like you and your wife to take him in.
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Permalink Reply by DeusEx on -
Wow, I'm really shocked that Brad would act like this in someone's house, especially someone who put took him off the streets but that's the type of spoilt manic brat he is. He takes advantage of people and then turns his back on them as he cares for no one but himself. Like LS said, he's lucky to have made friends like you but it sounds like he was decent person back then.
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Permalink Reply by ilikepies on -
thank you very much for sharing this, Its interesting thinking about brad in this context of those that haven;t seen this insane online persona. Personally I think of Brad as one of the worst and most despicable human beings I have ever known in any way based on how he's acted through his entire insane online new age adventure. It makes perfect sense that he would appear so different to people he knows in his real life as its is so obvious that this online spiritual guru bullshit image he's trying to make for himself is a completely self serving lie. Thank you for sharing your perspective, looking forward to learning more.
Lets not forget this site was started during a time when Brad was telling everyone that people had already "died" and that soon everyone would "ascend". we are here to prevent this clearly disturbed and delusional man from doing harm and, if possible, to help him get back to being the brad you thought you knew sean
peace dudes and dudettes
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Permalink Reply by Chaleb on -
Damn. This stuff is pretty surprising to know. He sounds like a hypocrite at its finest form. Thanks for joining SoSoE.
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Permalink Reply by Tab on -
OK GUISE LISTEN UP
EVERYONE and by this I mean EVERYONE must get into their jammies and be ready with popcorn, milk, cookies and smores for part 3.
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Permalink Reply by DeusEx on
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LOL, I know, right? I'm going to be away from the net for most of the day and the suspense is killing me :P
Tab said:OK GUISE LISTEN UP
EVERYONE and by this I mean EVERYONE must get into their jammies and be ready with popcorn, milk, cookies and smores for part 3.
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Permalink Reply by ilikepies on
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Just wondering Sean if you have seen this video
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/video/best-brad-video-ever
I have to warn you,, its one of his extra crazy delusional megalomaniacal ones
Perhaps the only video crazier than this is one that i think he deleted and I'm not sure we have, in that one he basically claimed that him and miss kerry and two other random people had DEFEATED ALL THE EVIL IN THE UNIVERSE. Basically instead of admitting that he and kerry were just having cyber sex he made up the term "astral" sex and they imagined that they were meeting in the astral plane to have 5th dimensional sex (this was happening when both of them were still with their spouses i believe) and this eventually spawned into the idea that through their little chat room fantasy they could also fly around to secret illuminati bases and battle them (they had an imaginary astral weapon cache) and dismantle all this evil machinery and I guess after some big session in the chat room Brad fully comes out and claims responsibility for defeating all the evil in the world and that soon we would all "ascend" and that everyone needed to "ascend now" and that people had "already ascended" and when someone asked "does that mean they're dead" Brad answered "yes they would appear to be dead on this 3rd dimensional plane" of course while all of us rational people were concerned and trying to make sure no one would interpret this as suicide and trying to find out if these supposed dead people were ok Brad was nowhere to be found, to busy in "astral" and when eventually the whole "evil is defeated the earth ascends now" blew over and no one had ascended (the supposed dead people were ok thank god) Brad didnt deal with it at all, he just said something like "yah i guess no one has ascended yet so i dunno lol" and pretty much blamed the whole thing on us "skeptics" claiming we were starting suicide cult rumors for no reason.
i only tell you this because you seem like Brads best real world chance of getting some help and I think I think its worthwhile to realize how entrenched he is in this, more importantly how emotional and all over the place and irresponsible he is. I honestly think if left unchecked he's just gonna fuckin lose it and something really bad could happen, anyway lookin forward to part 3, sorry for ranting I only wanted to post that lyra video and seem to have inadvertently written the great american novel
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Permalink Reply by Tab on
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TLDR
WALL OF TEXT CRITS YOU FOR OVER 9000 DMG
YOU LAUGH
ilikepies said:Just wondering Sean if you have seen this video
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/video/best-brad-video-ever I have to warn you,, its one of his extra crazy delusional megalomaniacal ones
Perhaps the only video crazier than this is one that i think he deleted and I'm not sure we have, in that one he basically claimed that him and miss kerry and two other random people had DEFEATED ALL THE EVIL IN THE UNIVERSE. Basically instead of admitting that he and kerry were just having cyber sex he made up the term "astral" sex and they imagined that they were meeting in the astral plane to have 5th dimensional sex (this was happening when both of them were still with their spouses i believe) and this eventually spawned into the idea that through their little chat room fantasy they could also fly around to secret illuminati bases and battle them (they had an imaginary astral weapon cache) and dismantle all this evil machinery and I guess after some big session in the chat room Brad fully comes out and claims responsibility for defeating all the evil in the world and that soon we would all "ascend" and that everyone needed to "ascend now" and that people had "already ascended" and when someone asked "does that mean they're dead" Brad answered "yes they would appear to be dead on this 3rd dimensional plane" of course while all of us rational people were concerned and trying to make sure no one would interpret this as suicide and trying to find out if these supposed dead people were ok Brad was nowhere to be found, to busy in "astral" and when eventually the whole "evil is defeated the earth ascends now" blew over and no one had ascended (the supposed dead people were ok thank god) Brad didnt deal with it at all, he just said something like "yah i guess no one has ascended yet so i dunno lol" and pretty much blamed the whole thing on us "skeptics" claiming we were starting suicide cult rumors for no reason.
i only tell you this because you seem like Brads best real world chance of getting some help and I think I think its worthwhile to realize how entrenched he is in this, more importantly how emotional and all over the place and irresponsible he is. I honestly think if left unchecked he's just gonna fuckin lose it and something really bad could happen, anyway lookin forward to part 3, sorry for ranting I only wanted to post that lyra video and seem to have inadvertently written the great american novel
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Permalink Reply by Sean Clark on -
I just watched a part of it. Had to stop about half-way through it though. Pretty unsettling stuff there.
You know, it took me a couple months of wracking my brain to realize that this stuff must be said. I kept on saying to myself, "I'm going to do it/I can't do it/I'm going to do it. Finally I just realized, 'Screw it. I don't care what happens. It must be said, and shared with.'
Stay tuned for Part Three, which should be up in a little bit.
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Permalink Reply by Tab on
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Please take some time to look around Sean. There is a lot of info here.
NEW THREAD IDEA
We need a quick reference thread for new people.
Sean Clark said:I just watched a part of it. Had to stop about half-way through it though. Pretty unsettling stuff there.
You know, it took me a couple months of wracking my brain to realize that this stuff must be said. I kept on saying to myself, "I'm going to do it/I can't do it/I'm going to do it. Finally I just realized, 'Screw it. I don't care what happens. It must be said, and shared with.'
Stay tuned for Part Three, which should be up in a little bit.
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Permalink Reply by DeusEx on
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Pies, awesome write up! Brad deleted the video you were talking about, but James managed to save a copy and re-uploaded it here: http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/video/saviors-of-earth-the-...
ilikepies said:Just wondering Sean if you have seen this video
http://saviorsofsaviorsofearth.ning.com/video/best-brad-video-ever
I have to warn you,, its one of his extra crazy delusional megalomaniacal ones
Perhaps the only video crazier than this is one that i think he deleted and I'm not sure we have, in that one he basically claimed that him and miss kerry and two other random people had DEFEATED ALL THE EVIL IN THE UNIVERSE. Basically instead of admitting that he and kerry were just having cyber sex he made up the term "astral" sex and they imagined that they were meeting in the astral plane to have 5th dimensional sex (this was happening when both of them were still with their spouses i believe) and this eventually spawned into the idea that through their little chat room fantasy they could also fly around to secret illuminati bases and battle them (they had an imaginary astral weapon cache) and dismantle all this evil machinery and I guess after some big session in the chat room Brad fully comes out and claims responsibility for defeating all the evil in the world and that soon we would all "ascend" and that everyone needed to "ascend now" and that people had "already ascended" and when someone asked "does that mean they're dead" Brad answered "yes they would appear to be dead on this 3rd dimensional plane" of course while all of us rational people were concerned and trying to make sure no one would interpret this as suicide and trying to find out if these supposed dead people were ok Brad was nowhere to be found, to busy in "astral" and when eventually the whole "evil is defeated the earth ascends now" blew over and no one had ascended (the supposed dead people were ok thank god) Brad didnt deal with it at all, he just said something like "yah i guess no one has ascended yet so i dunno lol" and pretty much blamed the whole thing on us "skeptics" claiming we were starting suicide cult rumors for no reason.
i only tell you this because you seem like Brads best real world chance of getting some help and I think I think its worthwhile to realize how entrenched he is in this, more importantly how emotional and all over the place and irresponsible he is. I honestly think if left unchecked he's just gonna fuckin lose it and something really bad could happen, anyway lookin forward to part 3, sorry for ranting I only wanted to post that lyra video and seem to have inadvertently written the great american novel
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Permalink Reply by james_uk on -
Sean thank you so much for coming forward with this info. If you can get Brad help then by all means do so for his sake, the safety of those around him including those unfortunate souls he's mislead online. Somewhere deep down in that corrupted shell of a mind of Brads there could well be a nice half decent soul. I would'nt condemn him outright cause that just is'nt the right thing to do. Even if he has mislead a lot of people online by taking advantage of their spiritual beliefs it's clear now that somewhere he lost his way and spiralled downwards to the depths of mental/psychological illness. It's tragic really.
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